Reach OUT

Recovery

I have found myself  like "7" days ago on the road to recovery. Its hard, scary no fun. However I continue to find my way through and I hope you will to. No one likes to talk about relapses. The truth is relapses are just as real and need just as much attention as our success'. 

I  relapsed and it wasn't one of those relapses where I really could even identify the cause of my depression and. I noticed that I began to withdraw, I didn't  want to be around my family. I ironically found myself not wanting to talk but also needed too... all at the same time.

I am very grateful for my family and friends, they are able to identify the  signs of my depression. They saved me by reaching out because they know about my cutting and my signs of depression. I am usually a  happy, go lucky person most of the time they were able to recognize my pain.

This was no excuse not  to reach out, the difference was having that someone I love,  see me, or hear me and automatically know that uh-oh "SOMETHINGS UP" ....."SOMETHINGS WRONG".

It is soooo important that we allow the people that care for us to support us emotionally. Success are great, victories are awesome and being on top of the world is undoubtedly amazing,...But "What's success when your're in agony and can't find a face of companion and Compassion"......RIGHT

All I'm saying is have your family or supoort and knowing your signs makes a difference... just please please REACH OUT for HELP

Suicide is real... Depression is real... relapses do exist.

Reach out, and reach to those that cacn support. Inspite of how you'l think they will feel.If you do not have someone who you can call on in the face of depression then definitly began to identify friends or faces who you can rely on. Even if its the Suicide Hotline. 1-800-273-8255

REACHING OUT MAKES YOU STRONG...REACHING OUT MAKES YOU A FIGHTER. IT STRIPS NOTHING NOR ANY OF YOUR ROLES IN SOCIETY AND ULTIMATELY IT CAN HELP SAVE LIVES.

No Matter What Alway Reach Out

Love,

Dj